Monday, May 18, 2009

i've been having irregular sleeping hours for the past week.

skipping the first two and three periods on fri and mon just to sleep.

and can't sleep at night till like late.

had steam boat with friends at my house on friday.

it was so fun!

like they were all snatching for foood.

foood war!!

those bunch of hungry beasts. and they got full earlier than i expected lol.

and dota was pretty funny shit when we paid this girl some money to hug this friend of mine.

omg and i saw the girl that got married. she's like so fat and huge now after she got pregnant.

wondering if everyone becomes like that when they are pregnant? like totally looking like a mum.

currently having midyear exams.

study + panic + procrasinating mode.

what we could have been, 7:15 PM.

Saturday, May 09, 2009

i hate my life.
i feeel like dying because there is no point living on without friends i can hang out with.
i don't think im fated with my friends because every single one of them is leaving me one by one.
seems like im fated to be a loner for the rest of my life.

life is so miserable.

no siblings, no friends..

and i don't believe in miracles.

what we could have been, 9:55 AM.

Friday, May 08, 2009

haha i think im an emotional freak.

happy for one sec and pissed / sad the other.

i can't help it. im just that emotional.

i can't make u in the center of my world

because i realise that if i were to pull you out, i would have lost my gravity to stand.

its time for me to find some new friends that can hang out with me.

my friend who could always hang out with me left.

and she won't be back for another one and a half year.

i think its time for me to move on.. find some new friends.

but where can i find new friends???

thats a huge problem.

to be continue

what we could have been, 3:11 PM.

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

im all alone now.

i flipped face with all my form mates today.

thanks for letting me know that you bunch of people just live in the fantasy world and being harmsup.

im glad that i know this before i graduated.and before i tried to make an effort into making you guys my "college friends forever".. thinkin of organising something for our formclass mates to be fun and have memories.

all no need now. save my braincells and time.

and yes, i don't owe u guys an apology. its not my fault.

u guys just can't afford to play. =D

life is so miserable in nz.

i wanna leave this place.

but i can't bear to leave all the beef... its so yummy!!! XP

im moving house on sunday^^

hope that i will get use to the new house =]

what we could have been, 7:00 PM.

Friday, May 01, 2009

recently, my school is so retarded.

there's this cookie monster trend??

people are carrying cookie monster bags to school.

like those where u put your stuff inside the cookie monsters' plushie body.

im so gonna make myself a yoshi bag and bring it to school eh?

haha the cookie monster trend only applies to juniors.

if any seniors is gonna carry the cookie monster bag, they must be playing some true/dare.

HAHAHAHAHA

its pretty wtf.because those cookie monster bags are for people <6??

and erm.. our college is for people 15-18?

zomg. i think those intermediate and primary kids are laughing at us.

what a disgrace.

and its not like one whole group of people carrying..

its one random person. and another random person.and another random person.

so it means they are trying to attract attention.not any friend's thing.

and i can't understand why would u do that alone??

what we could have been, 7:43 PM.